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Sunday, December 31, 2017

New Year's Eve Reflection - 2017

I like to look back at the previous year - to check out all the shiny parts and the warts - and then file those memories away and start the next year new.

Before I began this post - I checked back on my reflection of 2016 and I summed up the year by answering 20 questions.  It was fun.  This year feels different so I am going to use a few emojis.

😱. In January we got a new President.  *sigh*  I try to avoid political topics in my blog.  But a face 'screaming in fear' seemed to be the only emoji that seemed to sum up my reaction to Trump as our President.  And as of December 31, 2017 - this man has done nothing in his first year in office to change my mind.  Screaming fear of what he will do to our country and our future haunts me.  I thank God in my prayers that our founding fathers had the good sense to create 3 branches of government - to act as checks and balances for 'mistakes' - for he truly is a mistake, one that we must survive  ... hopefully.

😌. In April I turned 70!  I thought a 'relieved' face seemed the best choice for that birthday.  Although I still have problems with the size of that number ... I am pleased to have reach it and I hope for many more years in this life.  You only get to go around once - so I am relieved to have reached 70 and I want to complete the circle and not get cut short.

😞. In May I awoke one morning to a sore swollen knee.  I had problems with this knee in 2013 - and it resolved with PT - but not this time.  Eight weeks of PT and I still walked with a cane.  I think 'sad' face fits this extended event that ate up my summer.

😿. In June our dear dear Max died.  Max was one of two cats, brothers actually.  For 9 years of his life we treated him for degenerative kidney disease with fluids to flush his kidneys.  At age 11 he lost his battle with that disease, but he was a bit of a success story - as most cats don't last that long.  It never is easy to say goodbye.  We miss him still.  However his brother, Wally, seems to have come out of his shell and is an entirely different cat ... friendly, outgoing, enjoying life completely.  Go figure.  Guess they weren't as close as we thought.

💝. In July my son and his wife announced they were expecting a child.  HOLY COW!  I am going to be a grandmother!  Me!  I had given up that hope a while back.  A heart wrapped in a bow seemed to sum up this wondrous news.  And it is still a bit unbelievable to me, despite the fact my daughter-in-law is clearly growing another person inside her body.  February can't come fast enough for us.

😡.  In September, after 8 weeks of PT - with minimal improvement - an MRI revealed that the left knee had a miniscus tear and could only be fixed with surgery.  In some ways it felt like I had wasted my summer and that was frustrating.  But now I had a real diagnosis, so taking a positive action to fix the problem - well - it changed my angry face into 😐 - neutral face!  Get the darn thing fixed!

😁. In October and November I was back in PT and improving.  But the beauty of recovery was that I now had time to knit and knit and knit - to my heart's content.  And I finished a large number of projects.  During that time I realized that despite my sampling of other related crafts (weaving and spinning) over the years, knitting continues to be my true love.  💗💖💟💖. Without knitting I would be lost.  My knee might not be fully functional, but my hands are fine - I can knit!

💪. In December I was discharged from PT.  I am better, but not perfect.  I am working towards perfect - and both the doctor and the therapist said it might take a year.  In the meantime, I am doing my exercises,  going to the gym and joining an exercise class in January.  When this knee finally starts feeling like the other knee, all the other parts of my body will be up to speed as well.

That was my 2017!  Highs and lows.  Normal really.  I will say that after this year - I understand better what physical set backs do to a senior citizen.  This knee repair was minor, but it set me back more than I care to admit, and the struggle to regain what was lost just takes more time at this age.

I have often started and stopped exercise programs over the years.  This time the seeds that I have planted in 2017 to improve my health I will continue to cultivate in 2018.  Now I don't feel I have a choice - not if I want to continue to live a normal life!

Goodbye 2017!
I learned a few lessons from you this year.
Who knows what 2018 will teach me.
💞

12 comments:

Priscilla said...

Good luck with continued knee improvement. I'm sure it hasn't been fun, but it sounds like you have a great attitude that will make you stronger and more mobile in 2018 and ready to great that grandchild! Have a wonderful 2018!

Cynthia said...

I love the emojis! I hope 2018 brings you health, blessings, and lots of laughter. Happy New Year!

Michelle said...

I love the way you summed up your year! I do hope 2018 is better for all of us, our country, and our world, but I'm not very optimistic. I think the only fix is the Second Coming!

Lynne said...

Growing older certainly has been a reminder for me of how important it is to keep moving.
My 78 year old body wants to scream sometimes but I keep walking and try to stay active.

Congratulations granny to be . . . It is enjoyable, to say the least.
I have two great grands now too!

Happy New Year . . .
Love, LOVE the sweater and teddy for the new babe! What a talent you are!

Lynne said...
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Lynne said...

Growing older certainly has been a reminder for me of how important it is to keep moving.
My 78 year old body wants to scream sometimes but I keep walking and try to stay active.

Congratulations granny to be . . . It is enjoyable, to say the least.
I have two great grands now too!

Happy New Year . . .
Love, LOVE the sweater and teddy for the new babe! What a talent you are!

Unknown said...

I'm glad to year you are on the mend and doing better, and CONGULATIONS on becoming a grandmother soon!

I feel much as you do about Trump, enough said or I'll rant on forever. Happy New Years I believe you are about to have a wonderful year

Retired Knitter said...

Thank you! Happy New Year to you as well. Keep on writing!!

Retired Knitter said...

Thanks. I would be happy with just good health! You realize how precious it is when you are without it for months!!

Retired Knitter said...

Oh gosh! I hope things can be fixed without a Second Coming now. If that should happen we REALLY pissed someone off!!

Retired Knitter said...

Moving is the key. And this year my walking practice took a serious hit. Need to get it back this year.

Retired Knitter said...

I relate STRONGLY to you comment about "rant on forever." I did a lot of ranting earlier in the year. Now I try to put a lid on it because it only wears me down and does nothing to impact the cause. Sort of a self destructive behavior. So focusing on myself this year is the key to a better life. The best to you, Lois. Keep writing.